Started out with all honesty. I really went hard to escape fate. But I fell just as hard.a hopeless romantic from the start. I hoped to break with her. I let so much go. Self-medicated, cope with life an hell. Sitting alone, by a window to my soul. A landscape of pure emptiness. Quit teasing me. What help do I think will help?
I’m consistently sad. And my mental health is melting, I can’t bear this in anymore. Let Me Go!
You took them all, my girl most of all. I can’t cope without you here. I live in fear. Of myself, in the hell I’ve acknowledged I plagued her with.
I don’t even know myself. I’m confused without her. I have no constant. I can’t be consistent, if there’s nothing to hide.
I want to ‘go home’. . .
I don’t have one…. An I’m ready to die.
I did it to myself… I CRIED FOR HELP SO MANY TIMES. I had a bright just die in the same mindset as mine.
Why did you make me do this to her?…
She didn’t deserve that hurt. Your love is f***** up. I miss her so much. I want to be better. Yet I felt the hurt, I caused her. How do you make up for someone else’s life? Why did you learn this way?….
I’ll never stop missing them…..
HELP ME
I’m so empty and numb. Confused and given up. I have nothing compared to not having them. So where do we begin Shane?
TIME AND PAIN?…
I DON’T WANT TO HURT ANYMORE.
STOP. PLEASE STOP HURTING. STOP. JUST MAKE IT STOP.
YOU MADE MY FRIEND LEAVE ME AGAIN, AGAIN!
NO! NO! NO! SHE’S GONE!! SHE’S DEAD, BECAUSE OF YOU!!!
THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! THIS IS ALL YOUR EGO FORM THE START.
